jxdn - Pray (Official Lyric Video)

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listen to pray: jxdn.lnk.to/pray
heaven only knows when i'm in hell
none of my friends can even tell
i wanna fucking die but i never say it
sick of getting high but i do the same shit
i can't even cry so i try to fake it
i hate it
i pray to god let me die in my sleep
i pray to god let me die in my sleep
you're as sick as all the secrets you keep
but the truth is i don't wanna be me
i pray to god let me die in my sleep
now i'm waking up and i'm not dead
living off the words i know you said
i feel like i'm alive and i'm gonna make it
maybe if i cry i don't have to fake it
i'm giving up my pain so you can take it
i hate it
i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
i'm as sick as all the secrets i keep
but the truth is i can only be me
i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
and now i'm sick of all the secrets i keep
i pray to god let me die in my


  1. Lynn

    Lynn2 days ago

    honestly jaden i feel the same way you do.

  2. Mariarita D'errico

    Mariarita D'errico4 days ago

    Jaden you’re strong, they don’t deserve you, we will always love and support you

  3. CrisKE

    CrisKE5 days ago

    i pray to god let me die in my sleep

  4. The milk Man

    The milk Man9 days ago


  5. Jasmine Dhami

    Jasmine Dhami10 days ago

    I have fucking loved jaden ever since comatose came out his songs never disappoint me💖✨

  6. call Ness

    call Ness10 days ago

    I feel that.

  7. Jayjay

    Jayjay10 days ago

    Sounds really cool in x1,25 by the way.

  8. Danica Skinner

    Danica Skinner10 days ago

    The fact that this is about his depression is so sad :(

  9. Chyanne Brannon

    Chyanne Brannon11 days ago

    This song has helped me through some tough crap. Keep up the good work!!!

  10. Nádia S.

    Nádia S.14 days ago

    I've tried to kill myself, I've cut myself 'cause of bad relationships and family. So when I understood myself as bisexual, things only got worse. I was then diagnosed with serious and severe anger problems (where I can break everything around me and even hurt myself). Listening to this song, I identify with because today I no longer have those thoughts and even though I am still suffering a lot because of anxiety and anger, I will do my best. Thanks jxdn.

  11. Milky Cat

    Milky Cat15 days ago

    Omg, I love the lyrics.

  12. I doN.t Need this LiFe

    I doN.t Need this LiFe16 days ago

    Really I don't have reason to be hare anymore ⚰💔 I can't do this any more 🔪💀💚

  13. Janaya Ardener

    Janaya Ardener19 days ago

    When jadens songs go viral I will say I have been here since comatose 🥺❤️

  14. Izzati Abdul

    Izzati Abdul20 days ago

    Im gonna let my emo phase run through again ☺️🥺

  15. Toni-ann Smith

    Toni-ann Smith20 days ago


  16. Andrea Gonzalez

    Andrea Gonzalez23 days ago

    Happy Birthday ♥️🎊

  17. eleftheria kapa

    eleftheria kapa23 days ago


  18. DesireesDaily vlogs

    DesireesDaily vlogs23 days ago


  19. Ariel M

    Ariel M25 days ago

    It's so annoying how people are like, "He's just talking about suicide, why are you listening to it?" But they don't understand what he's saying. He's saying he wants to die and how he keeps the pain to himself. But then he says, "Maybe if I cry, i dont have to fake it. I'm giving up my pain so you can take it." Like he's saying that it's okay to talk to people or ask for help and if anything you should because you're not alone. And he says, "I can only be me." He means that you shouldn't have to pretend to be someone you're not. Just be yourself. That's what Jaden teaches us and helps us with. He'll be remembered forever. So when he gets super famous, he better remember us haha. The ones who've been here since Comatose. He's an artist and a therapist at the same time, and I dont know where I'd be without his music and his beautiful, kind soul.

  20. Adachi Selas

    Adachi SelasMonth ago

    This song is so good Jaden why 😭

  21. Tiefighterscreech555

    Tiefighterscreech555Month ago

    I’m sad this is only a 2 minute banger, wish it was longer. Love it

  22. June able

    June ableMonth ago

    I love you Jaden, don't give up

  23. DesireesDaily vlogs

    DesireesDaily vlogsMonth ago

    when r u goin on tour cause if its somewhere like a state away or in my state or somewhere of course ill go!!!

  24. Julia da Silva Bitelo

    Julia da Silva BiteloMonth ago

    Best song

  25. r i i n n n a a

    r i i n n n a aMonth ago

    words cannot describe how much I love this man. His love for music and his emotions and everything is just truly genuine and beautiful. I'm so proud of him.

  26. Sofia Sousa

    Sofia SousaMonth ago

    Some things happen in our life and we can't run away but there is always someone looking for us and helping us being strong even when we don't know, i lost a friend now and i realise that i have to make people proud of me and be proud of myself @jxdn

  27. Дмитрий Короленко

    Дмитрий КороленкоMonth ago

    this boy makes me feel something unreal. i am so curious abot his future. when he will be a popular musical rockstar and all will know him i will say ``do you know how did he start``i know Jaden a lond time. when he wrote comatose i already knew him. a year. His voice is gorgeous, sonds have sense and realy good music. I am so proud about him and about i know a rockstar when he only started. I wint wish good luck because he doesnt need it, i know luck is already with you. love you jxdn

  28. blossom

    blossomMonth ago

    Jaden: has a angel and demon Madison: had a selfish ex Ondreaz: no balia Payton: hard to breathe Nessa: in pain Hotel: travgo

  29. Kacee Gibbs

    Kacee GibbsMonth ago

    I mean I think this is kind of obvious but... But Dixie wrote a song about how she doesn't want to be happy all the time. Nessa wrote a song about how she's in pain. Jaden write songs about how he faces his own demons and his own angels Taylor wrote a song about how people don't know who we truly is as a person. Griffin wrote a song about how people don't know what actually happened. And Justin Bieber wrote a song about how lonely he is and how no one truly knows him knows the pain that he's been through and how he's been judged over his past. I think this should give people a hint who judge or hate on celebrities like them they're literally human to they have feelings and emotions to but they have their life on the internet for everyone to see and they're constantly getting judged, they're fighting their own demons, and their own angels in their head. There in pain, but nobody knows. not everyone knows what clearly happened in there past or new relationships, people don't know who they truly are as a person. they always hide their feelings they have to be happy all the time play can't be sad or show their real feelings because our they will get hate for it. everyone knows about what they did wrong and about their past but they don't have everything they probably don't have no one to talk to see people like them even though they're different they still have feelings to I just don't understand why people are so judgmental about what others do when they don't know what actually goes on in their lives.

  30. Nevaeh McDonald

    Nevaeh McDonaldMonth ago

    We should do a mix on this. Also this song should get more attention. I'm goin' thru some tough stuff right now and this song rlly hits home. Its spot on actually. Although I haven't even gotten to being happy yet but still I don't think I want to die.

  31. Chicken Fil la

    Chicken Fil laMonth ago

    I understand what that feels like at this very moment too it hits home for me too hope things get better 🙂

  32. Taylor Duggar

    Taylor DuggarMonth ago

    Who else has listened to this so many times when you feel like this?

  33. Inés González Sauzier

    Inés González SauzierMonth ago

    thank u

  34. NO EXP

    NO EXPMonth ago

    In this manner, therefore, pray: Our Father in heaven, Hallowed be Your name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done On earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, As we forgive our debtors. And do not lead us into temptation, But deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen Matthew 6:9-13

  35. Тариел Харатишвили

    Тариел ХаратишвилиMonth ago


  36. BumStatus Yo

    BumStatus Yo2 months ago

    thank you for helping me with my depression

  37. Jaeleigh Warmouth

    Jaeleigh Warmouth2 months ago

    You’re song make me happy

  38. azul alvarez

    azul alvarez2 months ago

    jaden i love you

  39. Evelyn Klassen

    Evelyn Klassen2 months ago

    I can’t do this anymore

  40. kirsten correia

    kirsten correia2 months ago

    since i lost my mom this song is litterly all i feel

  41. vanessa hofman

    vanessa hofman2 months ago

    i love you jxdn like you miusic

  42. Kayleigh Smith

    Kayleigh Smith2 months ago


  43. LiveLife

    LiveLife2 months ago

    oh my goodness. God got you and if you pray that you die in your sleep he still got you . Your story sounds like a fight between life and death while still living. But you ARE living so please continue to live. no one ever really dies except the hope that they think they've lost along the way in their lifetime. You're not hopeless your just hoping...... hoping that someone hears,listen's , console's, gives empathy and sympathy to you in the pain that you're going thorough. And I can assure you that God is listening and so are the millions out there that can relate. You're worth it and not hopeless. Hope is still there by your side; all you have to do is open your eyes. It's okay to cry. ok? * 😭bear hugs❤✌🏾* Everything will be alright. They haven't left you. see? 🥺❤🔥So continue to Fight on my Guy. Fight on.

  44. Asma Kaleem

    Asma Kaleem2 months ago

    This is one of my favourite Songs it‘s great i LOVE it😘😘😘😘😍😍😍

  45. stephanie moor

    stephanie moor2 months ago

    i’ve lost myself again... fuck.

  46. GrandeSlowed

    GrandeSlowed2 months ago

    same here we go again..

  47. Payton Loves Wresling Show

    Payton Loves Wresling Show2 months ago


  48. Paraskevi Giagkou

    Paraskevi Giagkou2 months ago

    1 year ago i had suicidal thoughts, anxiety and depression it was the worst part of my life. I woke up one day and i said to myself suicide is not an option, smile, enjoy life today yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come i swiped my tears and started seeing life in a different way and yes life's hard but that's it life's beautiful too admire the little things in life. We cannot all do great things but we can do small things with great love and that's matter. Speak to someone if you need help and stay strong! ❤️

  49. Shada Royes

    Shada Royes2 months ago


  50. AnimeNZXTs

    AnimeNZXTs2 months ago


  51. Madisyn Cope

    Madisyn Cope2 months ago

    the sad thing is that i can relate to some of this like i dont wanna die but with every thing else and it is just so deep and half the time i feel the need to cry so i try to make myself or fake for myself and its just so sad

  52. Mady VanRooyen

    Mady VanRooyen2 months ago

    “im as sick as all the secrets i keep” hits the ❤️ 😭

  53. Defy David

    Defy David2 months ago

    I wanna die cuz of sciatica hopefully I get to be free on pain soon

  54. Fan Jxdn

    Fan Jxdn2 months ago


  55. Aaron Morrissey

    Aaron Morrissey2 months ago

    I wanna fucking die

  56. christina roud house

    christina roud house2 months ago

    Is he ok..

  57. Chinthia Celedon

    Chinthia Celedon2 months ago

    Aquí en le parezca lindo póngale lac

  58. Chinthia Celedon

    Chinthia Celedon2 months ago

    Te amo mucho cho me caso con vos lindo mí amor

  59. Evalynn hacht

    Evalynn hacht2 months ago

    I love you so much Jaden, I relate to this so much. Your one of the reasons I'm here to this day. Ilysm Jaden. ❤💞

  60. ملاك

    ملاك2 months ago


  61. Neja k.

    Neja k.2 months ago

    Make more songs like that they are so real u can feel what.you are amating. Dont forget thqt u are worth it

  62. Alana Sharp

    Alana Sharp2 months ago

    WE LOVE YOU JADEN !!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  63. Makayla romano

    Makayla romano3 months ago

    I’m crying because he wanted/wants to die in his sleep

  64. Lina Arslan

    Lina Arslan3 months ago

    Кто те бездушные люди которые поставили дизлайк...

  65. فيツ

    فيツ3 months ago

    I love this song😔😔



    Esta canción describio mi vida

  67. Dee

    Dee3 months ago

    I adore this song🤍 all of his song are so relatable as well🤍 I love it❤️

  68. one direction larry is real

    one direction larry is real3 months ago

    " but the truth is i don't wanna be me" " i pray to god let me die in my sleep " i really feel that bruh- 💔

  69. Lourdes Vera

    Lourdes Vera3 months ago

    I love you ❤

  70. Miranda Tweeton

    Miranda Tweeton3 months ago

    He's much deeper than any of his friends

  71. Volmog_ 911

    Volmog_ 9113 months ago

    Thanks for this doing you make me happy for the first time of my life

  72. Fabiana Arteaga

    Fabiana Arteaga3 months ago

    Amo todas sus canciones ... siempre estuvieron para mi sobre todo pray me salvo yo me quería suicidarme pero las canciones de Jxdn (Jaden) me hicieron cambiar mi manera de pensar, lo amo

  73. slowedaudioss

    slowedaudioss3 months ago

    its hard to stop hurting myself

  74. Paulina Malicka

    Paulina Malicka3 months ago

    I love you

  75. Abbie White

    Abbie White3 months ago

    this song just hits diffrent its really sad that im 14 and can realt on so many leves

  76. Maria Grande

    Maria Grande3 months ago

    i’m not crying, i’m not crying ok i’m crying. I love you jxdn you’re my rockstar ♥︎

  77. Natasha Magalhães

    Natasha Magalhães3 months ago

    Mano eu estou toda arrepiada, e nem é de um jeito bom...

  78. Rasana Garcha

    Rasana Garcha3 months ago

    if you ever feel sad, just remember you were here for the start of jadens music career (comatose) :)

  79. Nicole Condron

    Nicole Condron3 months ago


  80. Captain Zentenovic

    Captain Zentenovic3 months ago

    Damn this song goes under my skin. Goosebumps! That's awesome

  81. Aden Vue

    Aden Vue3 months ago

    This song would go harder if he screamed, but I don't think that would be mainstream friendly. lol

  82. Tallulah Baker

    Tallulah Baker3 months ago

    Is it just me who can’t stop listening to this song

  83. Sanjay 407

    Sanjay 4073 months ago

    This is how many people need to make sure God does NOT take jxdn! 👇🏽

  84. Vicky Rodriguez

    Vicky Rodriguez3 months ago

    wow ily

  85. Lisa Stewart

    Lisa Stewart3 months ago

    my grandmother: what are you listening to ? me: oh uhm its a song called pray my grandmother: oh that sounds like a godly song .. you've gotta keep god with you!!.. even in your songs me: yea i relate sm to this song :)

  86. Dani Zanks

    Dani Zanks3 months ago

    Been here since comatose, just leaving this here cus mans is def gonna blow up.

  87. Koralia

    Koralia3 months ago

    When you hurt and your friends sais you tell that for attention, that's not your real friends. A real friend should care about you and he/she should be next to you when you have a problem and you feel bad. That's why I hate most people,cause they are stupid.

  88. 【peachytears】

    【peachytears】3 months ago

    this is him reaching out btw

  89. addie olver

    addie olver3 months ago

    sooo proud of u jaden

  90. lottie masl

    lottie masl3 months ago

    idk if jaden will see this but i've been here since lights out tour, and this song is really helping me. it shows me that i can only be myself and if that's not good enough for someone then they aren't worth it

  91. krishnaveni

    krishnaveni3 months ago

    Lyrics: are on the damn screen

  92. Jenna Morgan

    Jenna Morgan3 months ago

    i love you and your music

  93. luka latsabidze

    luka latsabidze3 months ago

    be happppyyyy jaden you should never think aboit his

  94. mimi_sad ff

    mimi_sad ff3 months ago


  95. Debra Morgan

    Debra Morgan3 months ago

    Ok I'm 12 and these lyrics speak to me and I hate that I have to say that but its true😣

  96. vera ribeiro

    vera ribeiro3 months ago

    Como kkdnkrk1💖💝

  97. vera ribeiro

    vera ribeiro3 months ago


  98. Chaos is what killed the dinosaurs, darling

    Chaos is what killed the dinosaurs, darling4 months ago

    In my opinion I think jaden is the only REAL musician out of the tiktoker group. I don’t consider Dixie or nessa musicians, to me they are just tiktokers trying to get fame from a different group of people and have a backbone to fall onto if tiktok doesn’t work out for them. I’m not sending hate, just and honest opinion. ❤️❤️❤️

  99. Becca Lynn

    Becca Lynn4 months ago


  100. kyledowd14

    kyledowd144 months ago

    I wish this song was twice as long

  101. Jordan Austin

    Jordan Austin4 months ago

    ok now im going emo this is so true i be having mix emotions

  102. Fabiana Arteaga

    Fabiana Arteaga4 months ago